Well Two More Months Have Passed....................

Well October and November have came and went since I last wrote a blog here lately I have not had the time nor the energy to do so tonight I thought I would do a little update.Still living with my parents til after christmas so the boys have a good one still working and also working on my third time for the math part of my GED but Im hoping third time is a charm we will sure see will have to try and update when I know but going the 19th to take it again boys are all doing good and so am I for now have not weighed in, in months but Im sure Ive lost lots  because I dont fit into half my pants anymore witch I find to be a good thing do alot of walking at the high school Im working at now through the same place just a different school well gonna hit the hay will try to keep on top of this blog but not sure when or how many months might pass before I do O and I turned a year older in November was just another day like any other is all I have to say and now Im 24 when people ask I still try to say 23 lol well night night all the bloggers out there!

Been awhile!

Well have not posted since July alot has went down we moved from our house into my mom and dads house to save money to get out on our own again! All three boys are in preschool now and there mommy went back to work I work as a janitor at the school system in columbus its a good drive but I do it everyday and have time with my boys on the weekends now Im so dreading going back to work tomorrow I kinda miss being home with them but atleast I have there first's over with! today my dad cut the twins hair will have to post a picture they look more alike now then they did before this.Im kinda rambling been awhile since I wrote a blog out lol forgot how to, I go to take my GED test on the 10th and 11th of Oct Im kinda scared about it but hope to pass it I took the two days off if I dont get it I may never my boss is already mad because I asked for it off a month in advance that should be enough time to get someone in there to work for me right but both bosses got pissy with me when I told them owell its for me and then maybe I can find another job someplace else I dont need all the stress of someone being pissed at me because I need a couple nights off for something to better myself not like I was quitting or anything like that!Here is the pic and will try to update sooner than this!

I'm so bored.......

That I'm post from my cell phone gotta love my BB it does just about everything I can think of have never tried to blog before with my cell and its totally different doing it this was prob be often because its weird lol anyways I just wanted to try it out I've been good still trying to get my life in order and have to start school again on the 19th again even get two weeks off witch sucks big time barely got  any time out!

Um been awhile...............................

So here's an update alot has been goin on the brother in law i said was moving in has done moved out after living off us for 2 months and not helping one damn bit so needless to say my hubby says he never want to talk to him again he quit his job my hubby got him at the same place he works himself makes my hubby look bad.My babys are turning 3 in 11days cant beleave it time flys way to fast they will hopefully be entering preschool come this fall with there older brother so mommy will have to find something to do with her time when they are all away like maybe cleaning all the time lol!Took them to see the fireworks tonight they sucked witch I figured they would but  they had a good time.O and my sister in law found out what she was having and keep rubbing it in my face because she is having something my dad has not had with 7 grandsons so u all prob now what that is and Im not happy about it but what can I do about it my dad is kinda upset to he wanted another grandson he says he dont want any granddaughters lol owell it will be major spoiled once he see her I guess Im not looking forward to it and prob wont go see in hospital thats just me I dont have to be happy she is an in law not daughter and she calls it there mistake because they was not trying there oldest just turned one in feb so anyways enough about it!Not sure if I covered everything but gonna get off here and get some sleep tired as all get out!

Couponing!

So I Have Taken Up Couponing To Save Us Some Money And Make It To The End Of The Month On Food Gonna Try To Find The Good Deals On Stuff And Hope It Works And Yes We Get Food Stamps But They Will Be Ending Because My Hubby Got A Good Paying Job So We Will Be On An Even Tighter Budget Because Of All The New Bills And Stuff So We Will Need It To Help Us Out And We Are A Family Of Five Anyways Will Keep Updated On How Its Going Just Wanted To Write A Blog About It!

So Been Awhile

 Been awhile we have moved to our new place and just gotten our internet and cable back last wen and I havent had time to update on here and my brother in law and his girlfriend have moved in with us now and everything seems to be going fine we are all getting to know his girlfriend better boys are all doing good twins are enrolled for school next year so happy about that anyway just wanted to give an update on stuff will try to get on again soon!

All Good News Today

So we will have everything turned on but cable and net at the house on mon at the latest still need to call about it and get it on over there hope its not to big of a deal to do gonna be moving all day tomorrow and sat hope we are not sunday would like to give the boys a good easter this year and gonna if it kills me goin to moms sat night to get eggs done and stuff gotta get there easter stuff still but we got the main big thing for them tomorrow hope they are happy with what we are gettin them to share.

So We Get Good News Then Get Bad News WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?

So We Got A House To Buy On Contract So It Will Be Ours One Day But It Seems We Get Something Done And Then Something Goes Wrong We Will Have Lights Tomorrow That All We Will Have For A Week Or More The Water Is A Long Story And So Is The Gas All I Have To Say Is Im Pissed As Ever About It Cant Beleave How Hard It Is To Get That Kind Of Stuff!Anyways Just A Little Rant Have A Good Night OR Day!!

So So Sick..

So Sick Cant See Straight Gonna Go To Er In The Morning And See What The Heck Is Wrong With Me Getting To Were I Cant Stand It Anymore And Thats When I Know Its Time To Go And See About It .On A Brighter Point We Got A Loan For A Car But A Loan Is A Loan As I See It We Got Approved For 7,000 Witch Is Enough For A Nice Used Car We Hope That Is Better On Gas.Though I Dont Want Nothing Older Than My Van And From There Invatory They Are All Older Cars And I Wont Have That Sorry No Way!!.

Y Do I Not Have Good Credit

I Could Not Get A Loan For A Car Without A Co Signer And Me And Hubbys Credit Does Not Have Any Loans On Them And I Have No One To Help Me Co Sign So Anyways Im Still Freaking Happy Bout This Morning And Maybe Having A Job To Get Me Out Of The House Im Sick Right Now And Cant Seem To Get Over It I Hope I Can Though Hate Being Sick All The Time Anyways Gonne Go Weigh Myself Now And Let Ya All Know What I Weigh!!!Ok Well This Sucks My Freaking Scale It Not Working Hope It Takes Batterys That I Happen To Have Here At Home!More Later.

So Happy!!!

So freaking happy had a over the phone interview for a job keeping my fingers crossed that I get it is seasonal but even that would help with work exsperence at this point in time to get another job but anyways gonna be waiting to hear from them again hopefully soon!!!

Long Day!?!?!?

So I have no idea what I was thinking but I chanced my van up to columbus on E lol and made it home on E so Im shocked but when I hit seymour I parked it at my brothers house and walked to a friends house it was so nice walking and on the plus major plus side I was not out of breath and I have not walked like that in a long long while so Im proud of myself prob did bout six blocks all together and prob could have made it home if I wanted to cross a really busy street but anyways will try to weigh this week not sure if I will get it done been so busy with school and cleaning the house every two sec that I dont get much done need to start though and when I have a thought I always pop on here and blog it out even if it is a blah kinda blog lol o and in school Im relearning math witch is not a good subject for me at all but I hope to get this licked soon and be done with school and on to the job lookin and getting and getting out of the house more than what I get to now and we are thinking about gettin me a car that is better on gas if we can get the right payment plan for one that is thought about trading the van for a kia but we have not desided on that because thats a long drive to clarksville for the kia store that is taking trade ins for cars anyways will let everyone now how that goes if we deside to or not to lol anyways gonna get off here and get to bed so I can do somemore cleaning tomorrow o what a fun life I have here in MY Apartment!!

Feel like crap......

So this week I have been going to school on the nicest days we have had this week just my luck and now Im coming down with something to top it off and all three of my baby's are sick also they have ear infections and eye infections poor guys feel like crap and I feel for them as there mommy and now Im coming down with something not sure what all I know is my teeth hurt for some reason and my just on one side of my mouth and going to the school has made my housework go down the drain lol I was gonna work on it tonight just have not gotten to it and Im tired but not so I may do some cleaning tonight yet before I go to bed havent weighed myself in awhile but Im sure its not so good right now. Me and my hubby have desided to move from our apartment before the summer since he got his new job we cant take another summer of no AC its already hot up here and we have only seen a bit of what it will be this summer lol so we are gonna get the heck out of here soon I hope but anyways guess Ill go clean for a bit and then off to bed have to get up early with the four year old to get him off on his bus and then I hope to clean somemore before I have to leave for school if I even get to go to school that is I hope so this gas being almost 4a gallon is for the birds I tell ya def when ur school is in columbus and thats almost a 30 min drive from here to there!Anyways more sometime later!!

Project 365 March 31st 2011

Sorry been so long wish I could get a whole body pic but never get any help with that so head shots hopping maybe hubby will take a whole body pic for the first of the month we will see!!

My Hubby ....

So I have had a few people suggest bikes as a way to work out witch Im all for lol love to ride bikes and so does my hubby and we are both big people and I will post a pic of him on this post and the only reason I was gonna start to walk was because I was in my sisters wedding in 05 and I lost lots of weight by walking love to walk just need to get used to it so Im gonna start doing both witch by the way its freezing cold here again we had   days on top of days of warm weather and today it started snowing and was freaking cold lol go figure with Indiana weather any ways here is a picture of my hubby!

this was him a year ago lol he has not lost much weight lol I feed him good lol but he also battles with his weight because he is diabetic but he is starting to build mussel because of the warehouse he is working at now and he is happy with that but its just his arms and legs doing that!

So Freaking Happy!!!!!

So I just weighed myself witch I havent done in a month or more now I thought it would say the same ol same ol but it did not it said 296.2 I was so freaking happy and surprized to see that weight to say the least since I have not been doin anything here lately but since its getting warmer out I plan on starting to walk with my little ones since none of them have been taking there nap and Im so over school right now but plan on starting to go back to class so it wont be so hard as long as my baby-sitter does not stop watching em I did my class this morning before the 4 year old gets home and Im hoping they will take nap so I can work on more school work and not have to tomorrow so much and can get some house work done witch Ive been doing this morning also anyways Im gonna get off here and do more school work!









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The Simpson Girls......

So Ive been watching the newlyweds show with Jessica and Nick and it dawned on me that her sister ashlee has filed for divorce from pete after 2 and half years and it was about the same with nick and jess I just found it odd that they was married for the same about of time before doin so . So I was wounding if the rumors was true that papa joe is to much in his daughters lifes lol anyways better get off here was just a thought and wanted to post bout it need to weigh myself sometime and post what it was!!

So A Little Update

I Have Net At Home Again And Cable Im So Happy To Have It Here Again Been Watching Netflix On My Wii Tonight Cant Stop Watching Them And Im So Tired Cant See Straight LOL Owell Got A Big Day Planned Tomorrow With My Hubby Who Is Off Work For The Weekend Love His New Job Home Nights With Me And The Boys And Off Weekends It Is Such A Blessing Anyway I Better Get Off Here And Atleast Try And Sleep LOL Night All The Bloggers Out There!!

Project 365 March 14th 2011

Sitting at my friends house today for net and this thur I should be able to update more on here because I will have internet at home but here is a picture for today and will update again when I have net at home!

Um Upset...

Im upset bout my brother and his wife being pregnant again dont get me wrong I could care less that they are having another one and to say the least they dont need another one the first one is enough because they cant handle the one they have and she only wanted another one because they have a chance for a little girl because my dad has 7 grandkids and all of them are boys so please it has to be another boy they dont need a girl anyways it is just a rant I guess and Im upset about it do I have a right to be I think so NOT that me and my hubby havent talked about havin another one we are waiting til I have a job to do it and then he is gonna have himself fixed I know to many women that have problems once they are that way to not get it done! more later

Project 365 March 4th 2011

Here Is Todays Been A Couple Of Days Again And The Reason For That Is Im Without Internet Right Now And Only Get On When Im At My Moms Or Sisters Place And Im Not There Every Day But Will Try To Keep Updated When Im At There Places And Stuff Got A Three Year Old Throwing A Fit Better Get Off Here And Take Care Of Him Not Sure Whats Wrong With Him Well More Later I Hope!!

Project 365 Feb 25th 2011

here is todays lol i cant seem to catch up on anything right now have not been getting weigh in done gonna shoot for tonight and will see what happens with that school is kicking my butt and cant seem to get untired anymore so Im just behind!

Project 365 Feb 23rd 2011

Sorry Been A Bit Had Lots Goin On Here Will Try To Get On Track Again!

Project 365 Feb 16th 2011

Ok so I know I miss some days but here is todays a little early then I most times post

Project 365 Feb 13th 2011

Sorry missed last night Here is tonights

Project 365 Feb 11th 2011

Here it is!

So here it is....

This post is not my project 365 will post that in a min or two Im stating here and now what Im gonna be doin goin from this day forward weighing on fridays lol prob bout 10 at night because I cant seem to remember in the mornings but anyways this will be when Im doing it so hold on goin to do it now 304.4 lol I dont think I have lost any but atleast it is stayin were its at anyways thats how my blog is goin to change and hope everyone following will keep me in line so I know when I need to weigh in.Now onto other things my friend ashley was here today I helped her dye her hair witch was fun we had a good day together and I have to of her kids tonight because she went to be with her hubby who is in the guards and she had not seen him in a week so I said sure she has twins that was born about 2weeks after mine were so we became fast friends and we have lots of stuff we r alike I got her oldest daughter and one of the twins hubby said to do it that way lol but its cool they are pretty good kids for the most part anyways they are lol well I better get off here pic to be posted soon before I leave for my moms house in a min or two or I hope that to set my dad up a computer lol go figure they are gonna have his and her computers I myself think its very funny I dont know y but I do !

Project 365 Feb 10th 2011

So here it is Im bout ready to freeze to death in my apt go figure lol gonna make some updates this weekend to my blog when I have time will write another blog later bout whats gonna be done gonna be hittin the hay here in a min tired and have to get up with my three year old for school lets hope it happens lol anyways more later!!

Project 365 Feb 9th 2011

Here is tonights Tired Goin to bed!

OK Lets Update Some..........

I noticed that my blog was mainly the same ol thing my project 365 and I made this blog as a way to write my thoughts because I always have so much to say lol not really but when I needed it I could come and vent and its still some of that and still bout my boys and my weight loss thats alot lol yesterday was my first day of school went pretty well I think after awhile I dont have to go there as often if I choose to do work at home on my computer witch I plan on but thats 12 hours away minus 4 hours from yesterday I still suck in math big time lol but thats only one of the things Im not good in also have problems with what Im doing now and knowing were to put stuff to end a subject and that type of stuff but it should all come back to me so I can focus on my math hoping to have it all done and tested by summer so I can find a job and look into collage classes for photography my husband found out he will be loosing his job in November witch will suck for christmas this year yet again hope he finds something else before then that pays better but still not going to stop me from getting a job myself to help and with the hubby working 3rd shift I dont know how he is ever gonna find another job I have school again tomorrow and thur I dont mind going its the driving to Columbus the three days in a row but Im doing it and atleast I have the gas to do so even though it does not ever touch the half mark lol the minivan loves gas from my house to my moms so its a hog needs a really good toon up and that wont be happening anytime this year atleast I got new tires so I can even drive it and my dad says he will fix my back hatch so I can use it again Im still waiting even though I know he has been sick and its been extra cold would like to have it fix now I still have stuff in it from my sisters baby shower back in July lol that is crazy but no one wanted to crawl back there after they put all the crap back there so its just stayed not like I can use it right now anyways this was just a blog to give an update and get other things besides my Project 365 since this blog is supposed to more than that and want to get back to that well better get some sleep so I can get up with little man and get him off to school blah my life seems to be the samething over and over!!!

Project 365 Feb 8th 2011

Here It Is For Tonight More Later Gotta Get Some Laundry Done!

Project 365 Feb 7th 2011

Here is tonight picture thought I would get it done tonight have a almost one year old coming over to watch til his mom gets off o joy gotta love nephews my older sister is comin over to help because of my boys and they are in bed to sleep for the night and little guys mom does not get off til midnight tonight so I was not waking them up to go get her tonight and was not gonna stay at my moms either anyways here it is and try to write more tomorrow gotta clean right quick before he gets here hopefully I can sweep floor right quick!!

Project 365 Feb 6th 2011

Here is tonights photo gettin ready for bed so I can get up with little guy for school bus!

Project 365 Feb 5th 2011

Here It Is For Tonight I Look Extra Wide Because Of Were And How Im Sitting LOL Owell Cant Look Any Worse Than Any Other Night!!

David...

My brother in law is here and hookin our Wii and Xbox on the net took my hubbys phone to do it and get them connected so woohoo to us lol we r having a blast he is a hoot to be around and he brought his Wii to so I could get his friend code and go to his Animal Crossing and play on his he has most of his stuff completed but thats ok I can get more money from his and get different fruits and stuff cant wait til they let me get back on there and go to his lol but they have not so far and I just had a naked boys run into the livin room we are just sitting around and havin a good ol time lol anyways just wanted to blog a bit because Im bored lol!!!dont know how because my brother in law is a hoot!

Late night blog

Um were to start I got a new Ipod so I can listen to it when I work out here at home and I just go the rest of the music from old computer put on here but not on the Ipod yet to tired to do that tonight ready for bed but Im putting my templates for my paint.net stuff I do I want to take people pictures and charge a small fee for puttin them on CD and editing them but so far no one has let me do that but I think Ill look into collage for that type of stuff after I get my GED that would bring some money into our house hold like my hubby wants anyways Im off to bed so I can get up and clean in the morning for the brother in law I know this was one random post lol but I do that sometimes lol more later on!

Project 365 Feb 4th 2011

Here Is My Picture For Tonight As U Can See Have My Old Computer Set Up And Getting My Stuff Off Of It And Clearing It LOL And Sorry Bout Mound Of Clothes On The Other Couch I Have Not Been Wanting To Clean Since I Was Sick So Everything Is Piled Up LOL More Later Brother In Law Is Coming Tomorrow So Gotta Try And Get It All Done Before He Gets Here Tomorow Afternoon So Not Looking Forward To It But I Think Hubby Is Gonna Try And Help Me Get Some Of It Done Witch Is Good Since Its His Brother Not Mine Anyways Gotta Get To Bed So Can Get Up And Get It Done!!

Project 365 Feb 3rd 2011

Here is tonight picture at my moms house yet again tonight because Im watching John my other nephew go figure!!

Project 365 Feb 2nd 2011

Ok Here it is lol Im Sitting On My Couch So I Look Huge LOL Owell Tell Me What Ya Think!!

Fat to fit time again.....

So Ive not weighed myself in awhile guess I should do that and I weigh 304.4 Im so freaking happy right now been doin my wii still need to get the step pad and things for it so I can start using it that way but right now using the wi sports that came with it and seems to be helping me some so we will see been eating right ofcourse and loving life and my new computer to blog with witch my hubby still does not know I blog and thought this was perfect time to do so because of my boys being in bed for there naps and when they get up witch will be now because I gotta go get food in the house for supper lol gotta love the first of the month and all the walking that I have been doin in stores I walk around them two or three times anything that will help and Im stalked up on water to start drinking more of it and less pop like the title of my blog says changing my life one step at a time!!

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Project 365 Feb 1st 2011

My Picture For Tonight Got My Hair Today Hubby Let Me Finally Get It Cut Been Icy Here And Been Staying At Moms House.

Project 365 Jan 31st 2011

Look like Im on something but I was not lol!!

Today

So today I had lunch with my sister witch was nice gettin to see my favorite nephew I have four but he is a doll baby love him so. He is so content and stuff anyways way off subject I just dont seem to have enough time in the mornings to put on my make-up and stuff like some moms can but I was gonna but never did lol went out without any on all because I dont seem to have enough hours with three little boys running around me all the time so I just stopped caring even though some of me wants to care I just cant make myself being this big I guess and wish I could find my hair brush either so I just wanna cut my hair off sometime my boys drive me nuts loosing my stuff its a rats nest right now and I dont like that if I just could get it cut it would never look like this ever but who has the money to have there hair cut not me lol will post pic later on we r gettin a big ice storm tonight tryin to get home but washing clothes at my moms house because our dryer at apt does not dry like it should and going downstairs with three little boys is impossible lol anyways more later!!

Project 365 Jan 29th 2011

Sorry Been So Long But Here It Is!!

New Computer And New WII system.........

Ok sorry its been so long been waiting for my new computer and I have been sick for a week or so now so Ive quit smoking and feel lots better I got me a Wii today and have not used it but that is what I plan on starting to work out on Im soooooooo pumped about it bout as much as my computer to blog with lol one of my boys zach he has ear infections in both ears poor guy he is on meds and seems to be doin alot better because of it Im so happy and woody had his first eye dr appointment and they said what is wrong with his eye can not be corerected by glasses witch made no since to this mommy I have a picture taken for my 365 but I cant get it on my computer but Im trying and will try to get it up tonight yet but we will see what my stupid blackberry does Im listening to Mumfor&Sons Little Lion Man Im so In love with this song right now not sure y but I am anyways gonna go for now try to update more later!!

Project 365 Jan 20th 2011

Sorry In Same Shirt As Yesterday And Not Full Body But Im Sick Today And Bout Forgot To Post Today!

Project 365 Jan 19th 2011

This Is Day One Of 365 Hoping Wont Always Be This Big In Them!!

Project 365 & 52 in 52

So this morning Ive been reading blogs to stay awake and these two stuck out to me and not sure how to make blogs stick out were u can click on them but I will just tell were I got them from I found the blogs from {And then There Were Four} for the 52in52 and I went to a blog she had gotten it from named{Kelly's World} and thats were I found the Project 365 ok so that one will take u to the {Kelly's World}and she has the 52in52 also anyways the point of this blog is to let my followers Know I will be posting later ontoday my pictures from today on til next year at this time lol because I do not have any so far til today lol and I will be posting my 52in52 and when I compleat one of them will link the one done to its post but anyways thats enough for now will stop my yammering on just wanted to give an update on what I was inbarking on this fine COLD MORNING !!

Bon Jovi - Shot Through The Heart

Ever Had One Of Those Days?........

Were Nothing Seemed To Go Right I Had One Of Those Days Yesterday With My Husband We Was Pretty Much Ready To Split Up We Have Those Days But Like Always It Blows Over By The Next Day And It Was Over Something Stupid His Home Town And His Family Has Started Putting Me Down And He Wants To Move Me There I Dont Think So Not After Whats Went Down So To Say The Least Im Tired And Hope It Does Not Happen Again My Oldest Was Out Of School Today Lets Just Say My House Is A Mess Again First Time In A Week But Tomorrow He Goes Back My Husband Is Off Tonight Because He Is Sick I Just Got Over Being Sick Glad To Be Over It. Im Dreading Weigh In This Week Afraid I May Have Gained Even Though Ive Been Watching Anyways Just Wanted To Do A Quick Update On Things Since I Had Not In A Little While Write More Some Other Time!!

Special K Diet??&Fat To Fit!

Has Anyone Tried It Out Does It Work Like It Says It Supposed To? That I Could Start My Weight Loss That Way Til I Can Get Job And Pay My Own Way Into Weight Watchers. Hubby Was For It And Now Tellin Me Im No Motivated Enough To Do It Really Gets Me Mad And Want To Do It More To Show Him I Never Thought I Would Start Classes For My GED And Look At Me Now Im On My Way Im Very Strong Willed And Dont Like To Be Told I Cant Fucking Do Something Im Right Now A SAHM And That Will Change Hate House Work But Try My Best To Get It All Done With Three Boys Three And Under Its Not A Easy Job LOL The Twins Are Home All Morning With Me While There Brother Is At Prea-School I Try To Get My Work Done Then Because When The Three Year Old Gets Home He Just Makes More Messes Tryin To Teach Them How To Do Right By Picking Up After Themselves But How Do U Do That With A Three Year Old And Two Year Old Twins LOL More Later!!

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So................

Just Weighed Myself And I Weigh 309.8 That IS Better Than Nothing To Say The Least Ive Been Sick And Goin To School For My GED My First Real Class Is Feb 1st.My Husband Says I Wont Follow What Weight Watchers So There Is No Point In Joining Witch Makes Me Mad But I Will Keep Doing What Im Doing And Keep Updating Boys Ofcourse Are Rotten As Ever Just Got Done With Supper Talking To Hubby Now Just Wanted To Give An Update LOL Maybe More Later!

Jessica Simpson - With You

Ashlee Simpson - Shadow

Ashlee Simpson - La La

Ashlee Simpson - Pieces Of Me

Eminem - Not Afraid

Another YouTube Night!

So Nothing Seems To Be Goin Right Sept A Couple Things.................

So To Say The Least Im Having My Ups And Downs The Ups Are Im Working On My GED Woop Woop Ok So That Is Really The Only Up LOL.Ive Not Been Able To Weigh Myself Been Busy But Trying To Watch What Im Doing And Eating Loosing My Cell With The Parents But That Is Ok But All The Apps I Have Filled Out Have My Number Im The One That Desided To Have It Shut Off So I Dont Have To Worry My Hubby Is Putting Me On His Plan Today As Far As I Know LOL Then We Will Pay The Disconnect Fee For The Cell I Have Now But Now I Have No Way Of Gettin Calls For Jobs So Now What? Fill Out New Apps For Places Or Wait Til I Get My GED That Is The Question But I Know What Phone That I Want A Blackberry Curve 3G Im Kinda Happy Been Wanting A Blackberry For A Very Long Time Hoping I Like It After I Get It Though I Will Try To Start Posting Pictures For Like Before And After And Also Hoping Next Week Will Be Able To Join Weight Watchers We Will See Fingers Crossed If Someone Anyone Would Follow My Blog I Sure Would Be Greatful So I Feel Someone Is There When I Talk Lol Im Off To Bed Gotta Get 3 Year Old Off On Bus In The Morning So Anyways Will Try To Post Again Soon!

Three Days Grace - Never Too Late

Its A Youtube Kinda Night

Linkin Park - Numb

This Is More How I Feel Been A Song Ive Turned To For Years When Im NUMB!!!!

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts Official Video

Numb Hate In Laws And Bitches Who Think They Are Better Than You!!!

Lots Going On Here In My House Hold..........

So Im Looking For A Job Now Witch Is Kinda Stressing And Today Im Calling About GED Classes And Here Soon Im Gonna Join Weight Watchers With My Mom. Im Kinda Looking Forward To Joining Up And My Hubby Supports Me No Matter What Says He Likes Me This Way But If Im Unhappy Then I Should Do It So I Am Anyways Just Wanted To Give A Quick Update On My Life To Myself!!

So Its The New Year Already LOL.........

So New Year And Been Watching What I Eat Now Since It Is That And Going To Start Weighing In Every Wen Since That Is When I First Weighed Myself Last Week And Will Be A Every Week Thing As Of Now Since I Have No ONE That Follows Me I Dont Really Know Y I Write These Blogs Guess To Make Myself Feel Better And In Hopes That Someone Someday Will Follow It But Dont See That As Likely At All I Know Ill Be Getting A New Computer Sometime This Month Because My P On Keyboard Does Not Work So I Have My On-Screen Keyboard Up For It LOL Me And My Kids Are At My Moms For The Night They Started Out Being The Only Ones But I Desided It Was To Cold To Stay At Home Because MY Neighbors Dont Know How To Turn ON The Fucking Heat And I Was Cold SO I Packed Up My Computer And Headed Over Here So I Was Warm To Tired Of Being Cold All The Time But Not Much I Can Do About It . If Anyone Does Happen TO Read This And Has Any Ideas On How To Loose Weight Let Me Know Any Help Would Be Great Right Now Its A Little Cold To Take Boys For Walks Outside But We Will Be As Soon As Its Warm Enough Outside I Love To Walk Lost Lots OF Weight That Way For My Sisters Wedding In 2005 SO Im Hoping That Will Work Again Eating Right And Walking But With These Cold Months Not Sure What To Do To Start My Weight Loss Now I Already Cook Healthy For My Hubby Who Is Diabetic And For The Boys Cuz They Eat What We Eat Anyways Guess Ill Let My Rambaling Stop For Now And I Hate When Words Look Right But They Never Are More Some Other Time!!!!!!!!!!!!