Gettin Ready For Tomorrow Night...........

Made These Yum-O Jello Shots Out Of Berry Blue Jello And Vodka And Ive Shot three And Light Headed But They Are Good And Can Not Taste The Vodka!!

Time To Do A Turn Around!

Today Ive Desided To Change My Life For The Better Im Gonna Make It My Goal To Loose Weight In 2011 And Make My Life Funner So I Can Do More With My Boys And Not Get Tired My Starting Weight Sad To Say Is 310 Think This Is The Biggest Ive Been When Not Pregnant And Mind U Ive Only Been Pregnant Twice And Once Was With Twins So Being Big Was Not That Big Of Deal But Now Im Not Comfy In My Own Body And Want To Be That Way And Two Hundred Is A Long Was Away For Me But I Know I Can Do It And Will Prob Be Blogging Alot More Then I Do Now Just For Updates And To Know Were Ive Been And Were Im Going To Be When This Is All Over And If I Never Make It To The Two Hundred Make At Least I Will Have Lost Some For Me And My Family Another Goal Of Mine Is To Get My G.E.D If I Can Ever Get Into A Class To Do So Before My Boys Are Old Enough To Ask Me Y I Dont Have One And Y I Cant Help Them With There Homework So More About Me And My Journey And Still As Always Loving My Kids !!!

Christmas Pictures

These Are My Boys Christmas Pictures That Went Out On Our Card Love The Ones Of The Twins It Was So Cute The Way They Was Looking At Each Other So It Went Out On The Cards This Year So Did The Oldest Ones He Was Trying To Run Away But I Caught This One LOL It Is Him To A T The Way He Acts And Stuff But Anyways Wanted To Share These And Forgot To Last Time I Posted A Blog.

Snow...............................

What can I say about snow that its seems like it is never gonna end tonight not so sure my 3year old is going to school or not and not so sure bout the bus and its all out of whack anyways to say the least Ive been taking my kids to church again and we have missed because we have all been sick and my husband just got out of the hospital and i seem to be tired all the time taking care of the boys by myself because he had surgery has been trying to say the least cant wait for him to be healed and back to normal and able to help again will be awesome to say the least my house is messy after we brought the boys back home and Im trying to quit smoking and so is hubby and that is trying when it is a stress thing for me but I know I can do it for me and my kids and so hubby will stop also anyways I need to hit the hay so I can get up and get the boys fed and hubby also my life is complicated but I would not change a thing about it right now and I know most of the time Im just writing to be writing because no one reads my blog but as a way to get away from everyday life and say what I Need To Say!!

Been Awhile........Lots Goin On.

Me And Hubby Are Not Gettin Along Keeps Tellin Me He Wants Divorse And At This Point I Want One But Tryin To Work It Out For My Kids With Me Havin No Job And He Would Never Get My Kids Thats Forsure There Are So Many Things Im Confused About With It I Know Forsure He Is Not The Man I Married Three Years Ago He Is Not A Man But A Child Stuck In A Mans Body Anymore Doesnt Get His Way And Turns Into A Big Baby And Throughs Divorse In My Face Startin To Think It Might Be Right But I Need To Get A Job First So I Can Support My Kids And Me And Get A Place Of My Own Thats What I Fear Most Of All He Seems Though He Dont Want Kids And No More From Me Guess Thats Y God Created Child Support I Think Now That I Have Wrote All This Out I Know My Path And Know What Im Gonna Do.....................

One Heck Of A Weekend.......

So This Weekend I Was Rear Ended Buy Some Dumb Ass In A Dodge Durango The Older Style One And My Van Got The Worst End Of It Because I Can No Longer Open My Back Hatch I Thought It Was My Radiator That Popped So I Just Stopped To See What Was Goin On And He Pulled In And His Had Popped When He Hit Me And My Van Had Been Hit Ive Never Been In A Fender Bender Or Anything So I Didnt Realize Til I Went To The Back Of My Van He Thought I Was Gonna Just Keep Goin But I Told Him What I Thought Had Happend To My Van And Did Not Know He Hit Me Because I Have Had Nothing Ever Happen Like That Before So To Say The Least I Was Shocked And Now I Know What It Is Next Time If It Ever Happens Again More Later Gotta Help The Hubby On Here.

Blossom....

So I Bought Season One And Two Of Blossom So Ive Been Watching The Rest Of The Seasons Of Them On Youtube.com Brings Back The Good Ol Days Of Not Having Kids And Being A Kid Myself But I Dont Mind Being Someones Mommy I Love It Wouldnt Change It For The World Anyways Im Gonna To Go Fix Supper And Finish The Dishes Up Hopefully LOL Seems They Never End More Later!!

Been Awhile.........

Its Been Awhile Tonight My Hubby Is Out On The Big Truck With My Dad And The Twins Are Fast Asleep Here In The Living Room With Me And The Oldest Is With His Ne Tonight He Wanted To Stay Said It Had Been Awhile And Wanted To Stay With Her For Tonight And They All Must Be Asleep Because She Has Not Answered My Text That I Sent A Little Early On My Sister In Law Informed Me Mom Is Asleep I'm Watching Strangers With Candy Pretty Good So Far Since I Never Watched It Before Anyways Me And Hubby Are Ok And So Are The Boys So Forgot To Put Stuff In And Rambling Again But Then Again I Dont Think Anyone Has Read These So It Doesnt Really Matter Just Makes Me Feel Better To Put My Thoughts Down Into Words Every Once In Awhile!

Late Night Blog...

Well the boys have been asleep since 9PM and Im on my way to bed to get up with them my hubby works in the mornin from 9AM to 5PM.So I have to get up with the boys lol going to be a long day without the hubby home but I got lots of cleaning to do again seems thats all I ever get done with the boys and trying to get them to stay off a wet just mopped floor is next to not happening lol maybe my sister-in-law will come over and help watch the boys while I do some much needed house work again.Laundry is a never ending thing here when u have three little boys to wash for but I would rather do that then dishes witch is sad to say.I better get to bed now so I can get up with them and get them breakfest and stuff and get them dressed to go get sister-in-law to go pay some bills for my mom and dad and get stamps for my sisters baby shower invites to get them sent off cant beleave Xavier will be here in sept cant wait love being an aunt and a mommy.

Its Monday Again.....

So my boys r all in bed for there naps witch Im thankful for and my hubby is at work for a meeting.Me Ive been cleaning my house looks good still have more to do going to mop floor right quick.Well that is done now and I still need to go over it again.Im going to do my devotional now and see if I get anything out of it.Well I read about commitment for life read out of mark and the verses that stuck out was.(Mark 10:7-9 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife,and the two will become one flesh.So they are no longer two,but one.Therefore what God has joined together,let man not separate.)Ok so now y it stuck out to me because my hubby and me have been in a constant fight because of my mother in law and its like he cant leave his mom when he should stand in a united front with me against her when it comes to our kids not side with her and treat me like Im nothing when we married.But there r lots of things I dont get I mean my Hubby Is 30 and Im only 22 But we made a commitment to each other on our wedding day and he hasnt held up his vows like I try to.Anyways thats all for right now gotta get back to work on my house blah!

Nickelback Concert

This Is The Best Picture I Got Of Nickelback Have More But Will Post This One For Tonight!

My Sister

My sister is coming into town today and staying the night for the concert tomorrow. We r gonna highlight our hair today not sure what color wanted red but my mom says she will kill me if I do red again had red once before I liked it she on the other hand didnt. But she said she will be here in a bit and we will go and look and see what colors we can find on that will show up in her hair she has black hair mine on the other hand is brown so it shows up pretty well in mine hubby is not so happy with the idea of her staying the night but he will get over it always does. I need to go clean out my van while Im waiting think Ill go do that now to give me something to do more later will post pictures of Nickelback on monday when I have my moms net again more then.

So Some Time Out Doors.........

I desided to let the boys play on the front porch with has a gate on it while I was mowing the lawn.And then we walked down to the mailbox to check the mail.Then we got back home made them lunch and put them down for there naps witch I think they r asleep now.I better go check sometimes they r playin really quite in there room nope they was asleep thats a first time in a long time that I have gotten them to take there nap Im thanking god right now that they desised to take there naps. I need to get my bible out and do my devotional that I havent gotten to do in awhile because I do While they nap and well they havent been napping for me lol. Well Im going to get going and eat my ice cream and try to finish watching Julie & Julia

First Time On Here!

Ok so Im watching Julie&Julia and thought about a blog called loving my kids but its not all about my kids. I do love my kids but thought this would be a good place to write my feelings out when ever I needed to instead of yelling at husband so it would be called loving my kids because my kids r the most special thing in my life love them to death and dont want to hurt them by yelling at there dad and thats all got to change my boys r playing as I write this out on there dads chair there dad happens to be at work til 7pm and Im so not a morning person lol but becoming one slowly big changes for me though. I do know that goin to see nickelback, breaking benjamin, shinedown, and sick puppies this saturday. Im so excited about it cant wait we have been counting down the days til its time to go woohoo!! my oldest is hitting one of his younger brothers over the head o the brotherly love lol they do love each other just when mommy isnt looking anyways will close with a picture of my boys today just took it hope u like! Oh and before I forget Not Good With All The were to put period and that type of stuff never have been but will get better as I write this!