So Nothing Seems To Be Goin Right Sept A Couple Things.................

So To Say The Least Im Having My Ups And Downs The Ups Are Im Working On My GED Woop Woop Ok So That Is Really The Only Up LOL.Ive Not Been Able To Weigh Myself Been Busy But Trying To Watch What Im Doing And Eating Loosing My Cell With The Parents But That Is Ok But All The Apps I Have Filled Out Have My Number Im The One That Desided To Have It Shut Off So I Dont Have To Worry My Hubby Is Putting Me On His Plan Today As Far As I Know LOL Then We Will Pay The Disconnect Fee For The Cell I Have Now But Now I Have No Way Of Gettin Calls For Jobs So Now What? Fill Out New Apps For Places Or Wait Til I Get My GED That Is The Question But I Know What Phone That I Want A Blackberry Curve 3G Im Kinda Happy Been Wanting A Blackberry For A Very Long Time Hoping I Like It After I Get It Though I Will Try To Start Posting Pictures For Like Before And After And Also Hoping Next Week Will Be Able To Join Weight Watchers We Will See Fingers Crossed If Someone Anyone Would Follow My Blog I Sure Would Be Greatful So I Feel Someone Is There When I Talk Lol Im Off To Bed Gotta Get 3 Year Old Off On Bus In The Morning So Anyways Will Try To Post Again Soon!

Three Days Grace - Never Too Late

Its A Youtube Kinda Night

Linkin Park - Numb

This Is More How I Feel Been A Song Ive Turned To For Years When Im NUMB!!!!

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts Official Video

Numb Hate In Laws And Bitches Who Think They Are Better Than You!!!

Lots Going On Here In My House Hold..........

So Im Looking For A Job Now Witch Is Kinda Stressing And Today Im Calling About GED Classes And Here Soon Im Gonna Join Weight Watchers With My Mom. Im Kinda Looking Forward To Joining Up And My Hubby Supports Me No Matter What Says He Likes Me This Way But If Im Unhappy Then I Should Do It So I Am Anyways Just Wanted To Give A Quick Update On My Life To Myself!!

So Its The New Year Already LOL.........

So New Year And Been Watching What I Eat Now Since It Is That And Going To Start Weighing In Every Wen Since That Is When I First Weighed Myself Last Week And Will Be A Every Week Thing As Of Now Since I Have No ONE That Follows Me I Dont Really Know Y I Write These Blogs Guess To Make Myself Feel Better And In Hopes That Someone Someday Will Follow It But Dont See That As Likely At All I Know Ill Be Getting A New Computer Sometime This Month Because My P On Keyboard Does Not Work So I Have My On-Screen Keyboard Up For It LOL Me And My Kids Are At My Moms For The Night They Started Out Being The Only Ones But I Desided It Was To Cold To Stay At Home Because MY Neighbors Dont Know How To Turn ON The Fucking Heat And I Was Cold SO I Packed Up My Computer And Headed Over Here So I Was Warm To Tired Of Being Cold All The Time But Not Much I Can Do About It . If Anyone Does Happen TO Read This And Has Any Ideas On How To Loose Weight Let Me Know Any Help Would Be Great Right Now Its A Little Cold To Take Boys For Walks Outside But We Will Be As Soon As Its Warm Enough Outside I Love To Walk Lost Lots OF Weight That Way For My Sisters Wedding In 2005 SO Im Hoping That Will Work Again Eating Right And Walking But With These Cold Months Not Sure What To Do To Start My Weight Loss Now I Already Cook Healthy For My Hubby Who Is Diabetic And For The Boys Cuz They Eat What We Eat Anyways Guess Ill Let My Rambaling Stop For Now And I Hate When Words Look Right But They Never Are More Some Other Time!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gettin Ready For Tomorrow Night...........

Made These Yum-O Jello Shots Out Of Berry Blue Jello And Vodka And Ive Shot three And Light Headed But They Are Good And Can Not Taste The Vodka!!