Lots Going On Here In My House Hold..........

So Im Looking For A Job Now Witch Is Kinda Stressing And Today Im Calling About GED Classes And Here Soon Im Gonna Join Weight Watchers With My Mom. Im Kinda Looking Forward To Joining Up And My Hubby Supports Me No Matter What Says He Likes Me This Way But If Im Unhappy Then I Should Do It So I Am Anyways Just Wanted To Give A Quick Update On My Life To Myself!!

So Its The New Year Already LOL.........

So New Year And Been Watching What I Eat Now Since It Is That And Going To Start Weighing In Every Wen Since That Is When I First Weighed Myself Last Week And Will Be A Every Week Thing As Of Now Since I Have No ONE That Follows Me I Dont Really Know Y I Write These Blogs Guess To Make Myself Feel Better And In Hopes That Someone Someday Will Follow It But Dont See That As Likely At All I Know Ill Be Getting A New Computer Sometime This Month Because My P On Keyboard Does Not Work So I Have My On-Screen Keyboard Up For It LOL Me And My Kids Are At My Moms For The Night They Started Out Being The Only Ones But I Desided It Was To Cold To Stay At Home Because MY Neighbors Dont Know How To Turn ON The Fucking Heat And I Was Cold SO I Packed Up My Computer And Headed Over Here So I Was Warm To Tired Of Being Cold All The Time But Not Much I Can Do About It . If Anyone Does Happen TO Read This And Has Any Ideas On How To Loose Weight Let Me Know Any Help Would Be Great Right Now Its A Little Cold To Take Boys For Walks Outside But We Will Be As Soon As Its Warm Enough Outside I Love To Walk Lost Lots OF Weight That Way For My Sisters Wedding In 2005 SO Im Hoping That Will Work Again Eating Right And Walking But With These Cold Months Not Sure What To Do To Start My Weight Loss Now I Already Cook Healthy For My Hubby Who Is Diabetic And For The Boys Cuz They Eat What We Eat Anyways Guess Ill Let My Rambaling Stop For Now And I Hate When Words Look Right But They Never Are More Some Other Time!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gettin Ready For Tomorrow Night...........

Made These Yum-O Jello Shots Out Of Berry Blue Jello And Vodka And Ive Shot three And Light Headed But They Are Good And Can Not Taste The Vodka!!

Time To Do A Turn Around!

Today Ive Desided To Change My Life For The Better Im Gonna Make It My Goal To Loose Weight In 2011 And Make My Life Funner So I Can Do More With My Boys And Not Get Tired My Starting Weight Sad To Say Is 310 Think This Is The Biggest Ive Been When Not Pregnant And Mind U Ive Only Been Pregnant Twice And Once Was With Twins So Being Big Was Not That Big Of Deal But Now Im Not Comfy In My Own Body And Want To Be That Way And Two Hundred Is A Long Was Away For Me But I Know I Can Do It And Will Prob Be Blogging Alot More Then I Do Now Just For Updates And To Know Were Ive Been And Were Im Going To Be When This Is All Over And If I Never Make It To The Two Hundred Make At Least I Will Have Lost Some For Me And My Family Another Goal Of Mine Is To Get My G.E.D If I Can Ever Get Into A Class To Do So Before My Boys Are Old Enough To Ask Me Y I Dont Have One And Y I Cant Help Them With There Homework So More About Me And My Journey And Still As Always Loving My Kids !!!

Christmas Pictures

These Are My Boys Christmas Pictures That Went Out On Our Card Love The Ones Of The Twins It Was So Cute The Way They Was Looking At Each Other So It Went Out On The Cards This Year So Did The Oldest Ones He Was Trying To Run Away But I Caught This One LOL It Is Him To A T The Way He Acts And Stuff But Anyways Wanted To Share These And Forgot To Last Time I Posted A Blog.

Snow...............................

What can I say about snow that its seems like it is never gonna end tonight not so sure my 3year old is going to school or not and not so sure bout the bus and its all out of whack anyways to say the least Ive been taking my kids to church again and we have missed because we have all been sick and my husband just got out of the hospital and i seem to be tired all the time taking care of the boys by myself because he had surgery has been trying to say the least cant wait for him to be healed and back to normal and able to help again will be awesome to say the least my house is messy after we brought the boys back home and Im trying to quit smoking and so is hubby and that is trying when it is a stress thing for me but I know I can do it for me and my kids and so hubby will stop also anyways I need to hit the hay so I can get up and get the boys fed and hubby also my life is complicated but I would not change a thing about it right now and I know most of the time Im just writing to be writing because no one reads my blog but as a way to get away from everyday life and say what I Need To Say!!

Been Awhile........Lots Goin On.

Me And Hubby Are Not Gettin Along Keeps Tellin Me He Wants Divorse And At This Point I Want One But Tryin To Work It Out For My Kids With Me Havin No Job And He Would Never Get My Kids Thats Forsure There Are So Many Things Im Confused About With It I Know Forsure He Is Not The Man I Married Three Years Ago He Is Not A Man But A Child Stuck In A Mans Body Anymore Doesnt Get His Way And Turns Into A Big Baby And Throughs Divorse In My Face Startin To Think It Might Be Right But I Need To Get A Job First So I Can Support My Kids And Me And Get A Place Of My Own Thats What I Fear Most Of All He Seems Though He Dont Want Kids And No More From Me Guess Thats Y God Created Child Support I Think Now That I Have Wrote All This Out I Know My Path And Know What Im Gonna Do.....................