Time To Do A Turn Around!

Today Ive Desided To Change My Life For The Better Im Gonna Make It My Goal To Loose Weight In 2011 And Make My Life Funner So I Can Do More With My Boys And Not Get Tired My Starting Weight Sad To Say Is 310 Think This Is The Biggest Ive Been When Not Pregnant And Mind U Ive Only Been Pregnant Twice And Once Was With Twins So Being Big Was Not That Big Of Deal But Now Im Not Comfy In My Own Body And Want To Be That Way And Two Hundred Is A Long Was Away For Me But I Know I Can Do It And Will Prob Be Blogging Alot More Then I Do Now Just For Updates And To Know Were Ive Been And Were Im Going To Be When This Is All Over And If I Never Make It To The Two Hundred Make At Least I Will Have Lost Some For Me And My Family Another Goal Of Mine Is To Get My G.E.D If I Can Ever Get Into A Class To Do So Before My Boys Are Old Enough To Ask Me Y I Dont Have One And Y I Cant Help Them With There Homework So More About Me And My Journey And Still As Always Loving My Kids !!!

Christmas Pictures

These Are My Boys Christmas Pictures That Went Out On Our Card Love The Ones Of The Twins It Was So Cute The Way They Was Looking At Each Other So It Went Out On The Cards This Year So Did The Oldest Ones He Was Trying To Run Away But I Caught This One LOL It Is Him To A T The Way He Acts And Stuff But Anyways Wanted To Share These And Forgot To Last Time I Posted A Blog.

Snow...............................

What can I say about snow that its seems like it is never gonna end tonight not so sure my 3year old is going to school or not and not so sure bout the bus and its all out of whack anyways to say the least Ive been taking my kids to church again and we have missed because we have all been sick and my husband just got out of the hospital and i seem to be tired all the time taking care of the boys by myself because he had surgery has been trying to say the least cant wait for him to be healed and back to normal and able to help again will be awesome to say the least my house is messy after we brought the boys back home and Im trying to quit smoking and so is hubby and that is trying when it is a stress thing for me but I know I can do it for me and my kids and so hubby will stop also anyways I need to hit the hay so I can get up and get the boys fed and hubby also my life is complicated but I would not change a thing about it right now and I know most of the time Im just writing to be writing because no one reads my blog but as a way to get away from everyday life and say what I Need To Say!!

Been Awhile........Lots Goin On.

Me And Hubby Are Not Gettin Along Keeps Tellin Me He Wants Divorse And At This Point I Want One But Tryin To Work It Out For My Kids With Me Havin No Job And He Would Never Get My Kids Thats Forsure There Are So Many Things Im Confused About With It I Know Forsure He Is Not The Man I Married Three Years Ago He Is Not A Man But A Child Stuck In A Mans Body Anymore Doesnt Get His Way And Turns Into A Big Baby And Throughs Divorse In My Face Startin To Think It Might Be Right But I Need To Get A Job First So I Can Support My Kids And Me And Get A Place Of My Own Thats What I Fear Most Of All He Seems Though He Dont Want Kids And No More From Me Guess Thats Y God Created Child Support I Think Now That I Have Wrote All This Out I Know My Path And Know What Im Gonna Do.....................

One Heck Of A Weekend.......

So This Weekend I Was Rear Ended Buy Some Dumb Ass In A Dodge Durango The Older Style One And My Van Got The Worst End Of It Because I Can No Longer Open My Back Hatch I Thought It Was My Radiator That Popped So I Just Stopped To See What Was Goin On And He Pulled In And His Had Popped When He Hit Me And My Van Had Been Hit Ive Never Been In A Fender Bender Or Anything So I Didnt Realize Til I Went To The Back Of My Van He Thought I Was Gonna Just Keep Goin But I Told Him What I Thought Had Happend To My Van And Did Not Know He Hit Me Because I Have Had Nothing Ever Happen Like That Before So To Say The Least I Was Shocked And Now I Know What It Is Next Time If It Ever Happens Again More Later Gotta Help The Hubby On Here.

Blossom....

So I Bought Season One And Two Of Blossom So Ive Been Watching The Rest Of The Seasons Of Them On Youtube.com Brings Back The Good Ol Days Of Not Having Kids And Being A Kid Myself But I Dont Mind Being Someones Mommy I Love It Wouldnt Change It For The World Anyways Im Gonna To Go Fix Supper And Finish The Dishes Up Hopefully LOL Seems They Never End More Later!!

Been Awhile.........

Its Been Awhile Tonight My Hubby Is Out On The Big Truck With My Dad And The Twins Are Fast Asleep Here In The Living Room With Me And The Oldest Is With His Ne Tonight He Wanted To Stay Said It Had Been Awhile And Wanted To Stay With Her For Tonight And They All Must Be Asleep Because She Has Not Answered My Text That I Sent A Little Early On My Sister In Law Informed Me Mom Is Asleep I'm Watching Strangers With Candy Pretty Good So Far Since I Never Watched It Before Anyways Me And Hubby Are Ok And So Are The Boys So Forgot To Put Stuff In And Rambling Again But Then Again I Dont Think Anyone Has Read These So It Doesnt Really Matter Just Makes Me Feel Better To Put My Thoughts Down Into Words Every Once In Awhile!